Anonymous asked: youve been through so much and yet youre still here today, you wake up every morning and you feeel your heart beating. thats a sign, a sign that tells you that youre strong. even though you go through so much in a day you still go home and your heart still beats. you sleep, you wake up. i know it gets too much but this world needs you and you DESERVE to be here. so please keep up the fight, cos you wont have to go through it alone :) i love you.
the world doesnt need me it will still be the same just with me not fucking things up. & honestly i think i dont even have a heart i cant feel it beating i can just feel my chest aching everyday… iloveyou too
Anonymous asked: I love you xx Please stay strong <3
iloveyou too but sorry im sick of staying strong its exhausting
Anonymous asked: i love your blog!
really i thought it will scare people but thankyou
Anonymous asked: you have people who care about you, for their sake at least talk to them tell them how bad it is and give them a chance to help u, they deserve that much at least, not to have to mourn you, because they will there isn't a single person int his world who won't be mourned especially a sweet girl like u. Don't give up suicide is not the answer give it a day and talk to someone please, ur not alone u don't have to fight alone
they wont mourn over me dont worry. they’ll be happy they wont have to worry about me they wont have to put up with me but they will really be glad that i cant fuck things up anymore…
Anonymous asked: Please don't give up theres always a way to recover, to be happy again, it might eb ahrd but u need to talk to someone talk to ur family, tell them how bad its gotten, tell them u need help. its never hopeless, if therapy hasn't worked have u considered that part of ur depression is a chemical imabalance in ur system, its the same for my mum after she was treated with medication, she recovered. U can too, u can still beat this, don't give up, ur young u have time 2 make a better life, please!
i dont want to be happy. i dont think it exists for me… but thankyou for caring anon
im truely sorry please understand i cant do this anymore i fuck everything up & you know it! stop taking it out on yourself nothing is every your fault dont beat yourself up i would hate to haunt you! your a good person & iloveyou so much i just dont want to be the reason why everyones life is fucked up now! goodbye my beautiful friend ill be looking over you haunting all those motherfuckers who give you a hard time:) BIG HUG LOTS OF KISSES :P & A TONE OF LOVE FROM VICTORIA♥♥♥ ill always be with you even if you cant see me anymore:’) xoxoxoxo♥